"i really fucken liked you. i told my friends to save a spot for you just incase you might come. never mind its like i know were far from each other but the fact is maybe you should plan all that shit ahead of time. there even was a point in time when i was going to blame this on myself. talking to my friends telling my situation they tell me you don't need that just move on there is others... i told them naw dude another chance i told them your the perfect one. but i guess not. i havent been in a long relationship with someone and i was hoping you were going to be the first. i was about ready to make a commitment. taking the balls to tell someone who i really fucken like to take it to the next level and shit and go on with what we have. but a no show. i just wanted to tell you... my feelings wont change for a while. but i have to think if should continue on because for some reason whats going on in my head is that you already have a head start of seeing someone better than me. well im just going to say this because that was in my head im out
think about that..
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