jepri and big

So how come ever since I lost you. The world keeps getting harder and harder. I know it's stupid to go back and think about this bs but I'm over it truely. But I hate the fact that now I can't seem to find someone. Yeah everyone says being single is fun your free. I think that's whack because you know you always want someone there. I have 2 bestfriends. They are the coolest people ever but nothing could compare to you. Enough of that I have been having mixed feelings for girls. I wish I can just settle because I'm tired of all the nonsense excuses bring me someone special. Show up somewhere and make me happy please. That's all I asked I'm too fucked up in the head right now I wish I can just get better.